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October 31, 2003

26 Things...

26 Things is a fun photographic game - no winners list, no prizes handed out. On a given date, 26 items are posted on the website and participants set out to photograph each item in their own interpretation.

The first 26 Things Photographic Scavenger Hunt was held in July 2003 with over 400 people hunting for the 26 items listed by Tracey of sh1ft.org.


November's list:

high point
familiar
too much
2PM
the end
layered
three
contemplation
warning
electric
sharp
red
reflection
movement
soft
cold
close up
new
team
oversized
intimidating
culture
energy
famous
community
shadows

26 Things 2 is on now
Print out this page and get hunting!

- Film or digital (or both!) is fine.
- Interpret the items to your own understanding.
- New or old photographs are accepted - although most people have found it more challenging and fun to go out and take 26 new photographs for the project especially.
- Basic editing (cropping etc.) is allowed. Your items are supposed to be photographs, not digital manipulations so don't go nuts in Photoshop.
- Come back December 1st and post your URL to your completed entry

for more information
http://www.sh1ft.org/26things/

You shouldn't think what you're feeling... or is it the other way around...?

Yesterday morning I got up at eight o'clock to help Jimmy with his video project. We were supposed to meet that Wizard from the Triumph the Insult Dog star wars video. He said to meet him at 10 in Central Park by the fountain. Unfortunately after an hour of waiting her never showed up.

We went to class afterwards and that's the end of that. Not much else happened yesterday. I got Michelangelo Antonioni's La' Avventura via Net Flix, woohoo. My Achewood hoodie still has yet to arrive...

Today we finally met up with the Wizard in Washington Square Park. He actually introduced the "real" himself also, Richard Washington. He was very cool. He says that New Yorkers don't embrace their eccentricities enough and that what he's out to change. Other good examples of New Yorkers doing the right thing aside from him are the Naked Cowboy in Times Square and some fiddler guy in Central Park.

He also believed that people nowadays lack imagination and he was out to stimulate the imaginations of people all over the city. The guy isn't insane, he just embraces his craziness and as long as he's not harming anybody it's all good (at least according to him).

So the shoot went well and was a lot of fun.

What else... um, it's Halloween? Wooha. What am I doing today? I have no idea.

I'm going to work on my schedule right now...

Oh yeah, whoever thought doing a web comic could be so hard. It's hard to do something everyday and be remotely funny... being funny on demand is very hard...

In other news, I'm getting a lot of hits not thanks to being listed on OnlineComics.Net. Yay.

edit:

I had totally forgotten, I had to give my deposition today as well. The other guy's lawyer is a dick. After he interoggated me he topped it all off with "happy halloween." I didn't reply.

October 29, 2003

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulblim8183 goes

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
blim8183 goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as a monster.
aerobicide gives you 17 light blue pineapple-flavoured gummy fruits.
caneda tricks you! You get a broken toy car.
eoin gives you 14 light yellow watermelon-flavoured gummy worms.
jaimz11785 gives you 1 white orange-flavoured miniature candy bars.
mrpasteur gives you 1 dark blue root beer-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
pashu gives you 2 tan strawberry-flavoured gummies.
stilbornherring tricks you! You get a button.
theoriginalkumu tricks you! You get a rock.
wildlifetrade gives you 15 dark green lemon-flavoured jelly beans.
witeout gives you 1 light green spearmint-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
blim8183 ends up with 51 pieces of candy, a broken toy car, a button, and a rock.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

So lately I've been starting

So lately I've been starting to think I might want to minor in Sociology. For some odd reason I find it really interesting...

In class our professor asked us how much money he thinks a family needs to make in order to be considered in the top 10% of the United States. Of course being at NYU the perspectives of most of the students was highly skewed and they couldn't believe it when it was "only" about $110,000 a year.

I did some research and in Bothell, where I went to high school the median household income is $40,000... maybe that's why I was surprised at how high it was...

It was one of the few times I've felt out of place at NYU.

Anyway, all this study of different classes and household incomes, population, race, etc. really really interests me for some reason and I'll probably end up taking more sociology courses. To minor in it I need to take an intro course in it (done) and three electives.

For next semester, depending on what's available I'm looking at the following...

Race and Ethnicity
Social Movements, Protest, and Conflict
Sociology of Music, Art, and Literature
Globalization and the Nation-State

hopefully I can squeeze this in...

Woohoo, I just figured out I can major in Film & TV and double minor in Sociology and Fine Arts!

Okay, the above was typed last night but never posted because LJ was being weird.

It's 5:11pm Wednesday now and I've finished three classes one have one more from 6:20 to 8:10. Whew!

Last night I watched Wong Kar Wai's Chungking Express which is one of my absolute favorite films. Just outside my top 10 definitely in the top 20 along with In the Mood for Love.

Today at the NYU bookstore in between classes I got a book called Contemporary Korean Cinema: Identity, Culture, Politics. It's very sociological in the way it looks at Korean cinema and I'm enjoying it. Sociology and Korean film in the same book! Woohoo. Hahaha, excuse me for geeking out...

The book is interesting in that it looks at the Korean film industry during some very different periods of time. It deals with the industry or lack thereof when the Japanese had annexed Korea and the various forms of censorship imposed by the Japanese. Then it deals with the cinema of the North and the South after the Korean war and how the two are similar and dissimilar and finally it deals with current Korean cinema. Much of it focuses on how the society portrays itself and how the government and society indirectly censor many of the films, although it's rapidly changing now.

The book is really difficult to read because it uses lots of complex ideas in its interpretation of the films. Lots of marxist ideology mixed with post-modernism, semiotics, hermeneutics, and other ways of looking at art that make my head hurt. I'm slowly making my way through it but I'm finding it rewarding so I'll deal.

One thing about it is that it lists all these old Korean films that are practically impossible for me to get a hold of and were I to get a hold of them I'd have a hard time following some of them possibly.

If I'm ever a succesful filmmaker I'll start an organization that preserves and subtitles old Korean films...

Be back from class soon. bye.

October 28, 2003

Davi, you are such a brave monster!

Class today was fun. Spent most of it in the TV studios again.

I went to tower records to look for Jonny Greenwood's cd "Bodysong" and they didn't have it. Instead I got Wilco's "Being There," a double CD for $9.99! Woohoo. I've listened to one of the CDs and enjoy it a lot.

Afterwards I went to Other Music to find "Bodysong" and what happened when I asked about it was that the employee went upstairs to ask his boss and he brought down an opened copy of it and asked for $26.99... wtf... It was very lame. I kindly declined the offer and am content listening to the mp3s for now...

Okay, that's about it. A little bit of HW, updating of the website, and some sleep for a long day tomorrow are all I have in store for tonight. Bye.

October 27, 2003

No more Counter-Strike for everybody reading this!

I saw Elephant yesterday. Here's the verdict:

The cinematography was excellent, the camera moves were a joy to watch and the choreography of the mise-en-scene (everything you see on screen) was very well planned out and executed. Most of the time.

Some of the time movements that characters made onscreen were too forced or obvious in their intention to draw our attention to an object or to provoke the next line of dialogue, such as when one of the killers is writing on his notepad and walks up next to a girl and practically shoves it in her face so she'll ask "what're you doing" then he just says "you'll see..." and walks away.

This is probably because Gus Van Sant used non-professional actors which I usually like. Films like Breathless and George Washington have used non-professionals to great effect. This film didn't warrant the use of non-professionals in my opinion. The bad acting and the awkward actions in front of the camera were distracting and drew the viewer out of the film.

The characters were also all stereotypical. This can either be good or bad depending on how you look at it. It could either make it open enough that this could be any school and you can probably relate to at least one of them. Or, this could just be a shortcoming on the part of the writer to develop realistic characters with some sort of psychological happenings going on inside their heads. I'm leaning towards the bad.

Okay, now the big thing. Why even have this movie be about a school shooting? Van Sant does very little to delve into any reasoning or rationalization of the event and I think that's on purpose. Possibly to let people come to their own conclusions. But, he doesn't give the audience enough to work with and also, why would anybody need to go to a movie to start thinking about something like this. The news footage we all saw on the day the Columbine shootings occurred was enough to do that. This film brings nothing new to the table except maybe putting in our heads what a massacre at a school might look like.

I felt that the only reason the film is so "terrifying" or "unforgettable" (words gleaned from Rotten Tomatoes) is that it's ABOUT A FREAKING SCHOOL SHOOTING. Of course it's going to be disturbing! I don't think Van Sant did a very good job of building the tension, I think it was the subject matter that did it for him. It was us knowing what was going to happen that made us nervous not any sort of filmmaking techniques Van Sant might've utilized or created or whatever.

Anyway, the film isn't bad. It's not, really. Like I said, the camera work is great, the structure is fantastic, how he jumps around in time so seamlessly and makes it clear to the audience where you are, it's not confusing at all, and the sound design is pretty good at moments too, although there are a couple questionable moments.

Gus Van Sant is starting to intrigue me though. He's done a shot for shot remake of a classic film(Psycho), a film about two guys walking around in the desert (Gerry), a Hollywood film(Finding Forrester), and now Elephant. Van Sant seems to be toying with the idea of what a film is. I mean Psycho, does it even really count as being a new film? It's not even just a remake but a shot for shot remake. And two guys walking around in the desert... anyway, I could go somewhere with the above idea but I have to leave for class VERY soon. I think the level that Elephant succeeds on is a stylistic one. The style of this film was really great and the film was crafting excellently, unfortunately I felt that it was lacking in substance and packed an emotional punch that felt a little phoney.

Oh yeah, the two killers are seen playing a first person shooter! Please.

I also saw C.H.U.D. last night. I was a little let down, but my standard for good-bad movies is so high now after No Retreat No Surrender.

Death Cab for Cutie concert tonight!

October 25, 2003

After literally 2 years of

After literally 2 years of trying I have finally been able to successfully log on to the injektilo* ftp! It's always been to busy until now. AGH!

This ftp basically has every single Radiohead concert ever on it. It also has a bunch of Sigur Ros and Godspeed! You Black Emperor.

I'm downloading the show from the Gorge that I went to back in 2001. Hopefully it's a good recording...

Woohoo.

I had a dream where

I had a dream where I ran into the Scott character from No Retreat No Surrender and he actually said "Bruce Lee freak... just what Kingswood needs... why me?" After hearing it I started cracking up unable to believe I had just heard that and I ran away.

I only remembered this dream after reading that quote in my own profile...

*type type type*

This morning I ate at the Gyro place nearby. It was pretty good although not as good as the other place, BUT it was also only $4 and did not require a $4 subway trip. In fact, I was able to walk there in about 3 minutes. Good deal.

I helped Kumudha learn Dream Weaver and Adobe Photoshop 7 today so that she can make better websites that don't take an hour to load.

I had some Pho today, mmm... haven't had that in awhile...

Much of my day was spend finally updating my website.
http://www.mynameisben.com
It's gone through some significant and some not so significant changes today. Woohoo.

Okay, that's it for now, not much else happened today.

October 24, 2003

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10:36am, I fell asleep yesterday a little bit before 6pm while watching Dancer in the Dark. This was after pulling the all nighter and coming back from my six hour long video class. I actually dozed off mid sentence when talking to Leonard only to wake up a couple seconds later to him saying "Oh my God, did you just do that..."

Video class went fine. Everybody but one person in my crew is cool and we have a lot of fun goofing off in the studios while still maintaining a high level of quality in our videos of course. My video turned out pretty well, directing live television is a lot of fun and is pretty intense when there's a gigantic red countdown looming above you telling you you have half an hour to start and finish your project. AGH!

After class Jimmy and I had Thai food. Mmmmm. The Phad Thai was sub par but the other stuff was good and Thai food in general is just good. Mmmmm.

I came home afterwards and conked out. Lee called while I was asleep at around 7 and I went downstairs, said Hi, picked up the cookie sheet she had borrowed from Ian, the movie she had borrowed from me, and then said bye because she was going home. Afterwards, I went back up to my room and conked out.

I woke up at around six in the morning because I had to pee then I went back to sleep.

I'm awake for good now. By waking up at a semi-normal time (it's still a little early for a Friday) I haven't thrown off my sleeping schedule while managing to throw in a 16 hour nap.

I want to watch C.H.U.D. but so many other people also want to see it that I'm having trouble finding a time to gather them all in one place!

That's all for now. I'm out of meals on my meal plan. Looks like I have to spend money...

The End.

October 23, 2003

Kids Will Be Skeletons

The Death Cab for Cutie show was great. I really enjoy them live.

One of the bands that opened for them, The Long Winters, were a lot of fun too.

The show ended on a depressing note as Ben Gibbard covered an Elliot Smith song and then struggled to come up with something to say before he briefly mentioned that Smith was a big influence upon him and that it's a sad day. He then said goodnight and quickly exited. :(

It was rather touching seeing how much he respected Smith as an artist and was affected by the whole tragedy even though he didn't personally know him. It didn't seem like someone being sad as a fan might be it was more of losing a fellow artist, peer, and human being, I don't know, that sounds cheesy but it was a poignant moment.

Anyway, the show was fantastic, especially Tiny Vessels. I love that song.

It's 4:24 am now. I'm finishing up my homework and am probably going to watch a movie. I'm pulling an all nighter in preparation for tomorrow's 10-4pm Sight and Sound Video class. I would sleep but taking a nap will just result in my feeling groggy when I wake up to go to class. It's better if I stay up, have breakfast, get through class then crash when I get home.

I just need to pick a song to put to my photos. Hmmm...

I got my hair cut today a little shorter then I would have liked, but I'll live.

I was in a crappy mood earlier today. I think it rubbed off on some other people. I feel much better now.

Coca-Cola, coffee, cherry pepsi, I'm currently not tired at all even though I got up at 8am... I did have a nap, that helped.

The End.

From the tour diary of the Long Winters... I like it...

"It may surprise you to learn that some of the members of the Long Winters struggle with pretentiousness. In fact, I can only think of one of the four of us that doesn't seem to struggle with it and I'll leave it open as to which one of us that is. Point being, when I say we struggle with it I mean a couple of different things and they relate directly to my writing on this web site so I want to cover them early on. So follow me.

The first part of struggling with pretentiousness should be obvious. Nobody wants to be pretentious or to be thought of as being pretentious, and if you're a wordy person or one who likes talking about ideas the threat of being called pretentious is a constant worry. The result is that one maintains a semi-conscious vigilance over one's language to avoid using words or mentioning ideas or even, in some cases, using correct grammar that might leave one open to the charge of 'putting on airs'.

The second part of struggling with pretentiousness is a resistance to this definition of pretentiousness. I've seen many innocent remarks put down as pretentious by people who want to make the smart person feel dumb. Many people who like to use big words to talk about esoteric ideas confine themselves to little ghettos of brainiacs because they're afraid of being called four-eyes. Other of these smarty-pants decide that they're going to "keep it real" by totally fronting some fakey 'hard' street persona. Still others are constantly apologizing for their thoughts and scraping and bowing to make themselves understood until their lack of self-confidence makes them incomprehensible.

The thing is, American popular culture has elevated the base, the shallow, the stupid and depraved to such an extent that many innocent people with regular intelligences are left feeling uncomfortably "too smart" when they interact with their world.

Think about it. In mainstream rap, rock, punk and pop cultures the status quo dictates that the artist "represent" as being poor and uneducated, and in many cases defiantly ignorant of the world. The music is lyrically callow, focusing on pecking orders, status sex and bullying. She's not just a shallow, materialistic showbiz brat, she's also just Jenny from the block. Almost all punk and metal is about the simplest adolescent defiance. Either angry, "Fuck you, you're not the boss of me," or fun, "Fuck you, let's party."

In light of this, even the simple desire to not be called either a pimp or a ho can be seen as pretentious. For years people have been 'ironically' calling each other pimps and hos to signal that they don't really think that each other are pimps and hos but they're not so square as to want to be called something else, but irony is ultimately dull and insufficient. Normal, totally sane people who just want to have a little dignity and be respected are calling themselves "white trash", or saying they grew up in the "hood" or the "ghetto", and cherishing every bit of evidence they can find to prove that they're not prosperous, middle-class people.

You can see where I'm going.

The Long Winters make what is dubiously called indie-rock. It is not exactly written in a slave vernacular. Yet this prejudice against 'too-smartness' has infected the American culture so much that even in our rareified, middle-class, nancy-boy rock world there are social pressures to be less verbal, less curious, and less accepting. In indie-rock the dumbing down manifests itself differently, as our peers outdo each other in who can be more autistic, more emotionally damaged, more gape-mouthed and stunned.

The fashion for coy, "don't-hurt-me" vocals is another version of the "I'm a' fuck you" rap. Both are cartoonish reactions to looming adulthood, and neither one admits the possibility that someone can grow up without either exploiting or being exploited. What are their aspirations? On the one hand to grab as much literal and figurative booty as possible, and on the other hand to be recognized, through passive maneuvering, as perhaps too delicate and sensitive to survive.

Well... I hope you get what I'm saying. By no means am I suggesting that the world was a better place when people were deeply classist, prejudiced and snobby, but neither is it much of an improvement now that we've asked our heroes to prove how fucking crass and stupid they are. (...fucking crass...get it?). Instead, all this respecting diversity we've been doing for the last twenty years should start reaping some benefits in the form of a culture that includes some of the elegant and graceful ways people around the world have devised to live gratifying lives. A culture where pride isn't shorthand for "me first". And where pretentious can go back to meaning ostentatious."

October 22, 2003

Is this like one of those emotional conversations?

Today was the most fun day of class I've had all year.

We were in the TV studio and learned all the equipment and I got to do a practice directing session. Cool stuff.

There are three cameras in the studio and the director, assistant director, and other people are in the control room watching the monitors and the director directs people and creates a show on the fly. So much more fun then I thought it would be. Everybody in my crew seems to be competent so it should all work out well. I found directing or being one of the camera guys to be the most fun, but it's all good. Especially when you get to wear the headsets with the mics.

Bossing people around is fun.

In preparation for my first studio project, which is this Thursday I had an arts and crafts session with Jimmy today. Before I explain why we did arts and crafts let me explain the project.

I have to bring in a series of photos, choose a song, and create a slide show type thing with music that I put together into a video in 30 minutes by directing my crew of 12 people. For my project I'm using photos of slums around the world, mostly in Mexico, and have yet to choose my music.

The photos I got out of Colors magazine and they needed to be mounted on black cardboard. That's the arts and crafts part of today. We did lots of cutting and made very liberal use of Jimmy's double sided tape.

I have to practice my project tomorrow night and write out the script for the directions as well. I think I might pull an all nighter tomorrow to do all that because:

I have a long day of class tomorrow and then I'm going to see Death Cab for Cutie! Awesome, this will be my first time actually seeing a show of theirs. Other times it's always been at festivals that they were a part of. This should be really cool. I'm going to the show after my third class tomorrow and am going to be skipping my writing lecture. After that I'll be up all night prepping my project.

I'm the first person to go in my crew so hopefully I'll be able to do a good job. I got to run through a practice show twice today and was getting the hang of it, all should run smoothly...

Oh yeah, I didn't have my pictures mounted and ready for class like I was supposed to... when I told my professor he half yelled at me and said "Bad!" then proceeded to stare at me awkwardly for about 3 hours before he broke the awkwardness by telling me again that I was "bad." He then proceeded to further the awkward mood by laughing, wagging his finger, and reminding me for a third time that I was "bad." Um... It's okay, he's still cool.

I need a haircut... I think I might get it cut after class on Thursday... mostly in the back...

I had a really gross Chicken Whopper today at the Burger King inside Weinstein. Ugh.

I need people to chime in and tell me if they think Bjork is sexy? There's something strangely attractive about her, at least when I'm listening to her music... it usually quickly fades as the music fades though...

Jimmy and I are going to make a Counter-Strike movie... how sad... yet cool...

I hate when people put music on their Xanga pages. It's a big pet peeve.

Uh... goodnight.

October 20, 2003

Right up old thermometer Lane!

For my slideshow/video studio project for my video class I decided I'm going to use photos of slums in South America with music I haven't yet decided on.

Sociology today was actually fun. We went over anonymous surveys we took in class a couple weeks ago. Some interesting findings...

I watched Punch-Drunk Love today. It was all right... Adam Sandler was admirable but the cinematography just bothered me so much... the story was all right but most of the characters really bothered me too. P.T. Anderson is still a very cool filmmaker...

So I was talking to a friend about how I wanted to be a film professor if my film career never took off... I figured specializing in the French New Wave or Korean filmmaking and blabbering about it to students would be fun but then she said that if I have a plan B that I'll use it.

I guess that makes sense, if I don't create a backup plan for myself then I'll be forced to keep trying. Now, ideally I won't have to try for too long and whether I have a plan B or not will be trivial. We'll see though.

No plan B for now, I can worry about that if I'm 30 and still don't have at least an independent feature under my belt...

Pavement is such an awesome band, I've been listening to them a lot again lately.

607 now... I'll do more

607 now... I'll do more later... I'm done for tonight, 4 new achewood shirts on the website!

Okay, I did some voting

Okay, I did some voting on premade ballots on the website of the most popular movies and apparently there are a lot I've seen that I haven't yet voted on, so far I'm up to 571. It's mostly Disney movies I've seen, movies the Governor of California is is, the Rocky movies, James Bond movies, stuff like that...

Single bullet to the base of my skull... that's the quickest way...

October 19, 2003

Stay Loose.

In the past couple days I've watched:

Cinema Paradiso: The Directors Cut. The original cut is much much better but I love the movie either way. Great ending...

Infernal Affairs. Very slick film. I like it a lot.

The Warriors. Essential viewing. Totally cool.

The unfortunate thing about this is that all three films are ones I've already seen! I always do that... I need to start watching new movies more often. At least I haven't watched No Retreat No Surrender for awhile... awhile being 3 or 4 days...

I have a couple films coming via Netflix on Monday. They're C.H.U.D. which stands for "Cannibalistic Humanoid Underground Dwellers" and also Akira Kurosawa's Dreams.

Bedtime.

October 17, 2003

http://www.mynameisben.com/Music/BruceLeeFreakMP3.mp3 it's crazy, beware.

http://www.mynameisben.com/Music/BruceLeeFreakMP3.mp3

it's crazy, beware.

There's no turning back...

Two movies were watched by me today.

The first film I saw was Billy Wilder's Sunset Boulevard which was great. Norma Desmond is such a fantastic character and the writing was top notch. Great great great film, it's a shame I hadn't seen it until now...

Film number two was Better Luck Tomorrow. The film that was made by Asian Americans and released by MTV. It was supposed to be the first hip Asian American film. They had beat me to it and been the first Asian Americans to release a relatively high profile film. Well, luckily for me they fell flat on their faces.

Basically it's about privileged Asian American kids somewhere in California who are too stressed out with their lives (going to High School, applying to college, etc.) that they want to have some fun and get in trouble and do things Asian kids don't do. Lame. It's just a script written by some Asian kid who didn't have enough fun as a teen and is now doing it through these characters.

The movie was bad. They didn't accurately portray the Asian American experience at all. Here's a brief summary of oversights and goofs:

They don't seem to have parents. Any Asian knows that parents are always nosing around in your business, especially during the period of your life you're applying to college.

You can't get over a cocaine addiction overnight.

The Asian kids didn't have any fob acquaintances.

Not a single Japanese car with stickers on it was in the film.

Of course all the Asian guys lust over the one Asian girl at their school and don't pay much attention to the non Asian girls.

A lot of the character's choices and the events that unfolded were just improbable.

They looked WAY older then they were supposed to be.

The use of voice overs was a way to overcome shortcomings in the director's ability to tell the story and convey feelings and ideas. He had the narrator over explain things.

Edited annoyingly.

The cinematography was great at first, then they got carried away with the focus ring and incredibly narrow depth of field and it eventually got obnoxious.

Not a single word in another language is uttered, I find that weird for a bunch of Asian kids hanging out together.

They just don't seem Asian.

What kind of Asian kid is named Virgil!? I found that weird, but I'm sure there are some... although I'm sure there aren't many...

A real group of Asian jerks like the kids in the movie would say racist things in when they're hanging out alone. These guys are merely victims of racism and not perpetuators of it themselves. I find that highly unlikely.

No bubble tea? No hello kitty? No kimchi squats? What kind of Asians are these?

I think they might've been trying too hard not to stereotype Asians that they lost touch with their Asianness.

James and I sensed an extreme sense of homophobia on the part of the main character which in our opinions led him to commit a serious crime. What a queer.

The main character, who's a total douche, is named Ben. Weak.

The sound was bad. There were a few moments where the lip synching was slightly off, and there were also moments where the quality of the audio didn't match the environment in which it was originating (i.e. the echo of a voice in a gym, the crisp sound of someone outside on a cold winter night talking, etc.).

Lots of things. Stuff. Bad dialogue at moments bad acting at moments. It's not the worst film I've ever seen, not even close. I was just more critical of it because it dealt with something I'm so familiar with and also want to someday do a film about.

With this film's failure it looks like I'm still in the race to be the first big Asian American filmmaker :) My suitemate James is aspiring to be the first good Asian American male actor so we're going to rise to fame together.

Sunset Boulevard is great, Billy Wilder is great. See The Apartment.

Goodbye.

*edit*
From Roger Ebert's 4 star review of Better Luck Tomorrow:

"These students never refer to, or are identified by, specific ethnic origin; they're known as the "Chinese Mafia" at school because of their low-key criminal activities, but that's not a name they give themselves. They may be Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Filipino, but their generation no longer obsesses with the nation before the hyphen; they are Orange County Americans, through and through"

What the hell does Roger Ebert know about this? Lol.

October 16, 2003

Redford Jefferson Madison the THIRD!

I'm done with classes for the week.

This week went by nice and smooth. Classes were all okay, I got a lot done on my video project and that show at the Brooklyn Academy of Music was awesome.

Right now I'm listening to Jonny Greenwood's (the lead guitarist for Radiohead) side project: Bodysong. It's a score he did for an upcoming film of the same name. It's all instrumental and very different from RH's stuff. It's really interesting stuff, it's been leaked onto the net so you can find it on Soulseek.

Lately I've been slowly become very interested in electronic music by artists like Aphex Twin and Autchere and also more avant-garde (er... I dislike the stigma that word has in many circles for being pretentious but oh well, it's not like using "experimental" is any better) composers like John Cage. Pretty soon I'm going to be banging on random objects and composing my own music, be excited.

I'm sure many of my friends aren't going to enjoy being in the car when I have control of the CD player now... oh well...

I actually want to get a sampler so I can play around with it and sample stuff from No Retreat No Surrender but I don't know where I can get one for cheap...

Okay, I'm going to make some bad techno on my computer for now, seeya.

October 15, 2003

Looks like it'll be dance B...

The performance was awesome. I couldn't see the band (except for when they were in one of the balconies watching another performance) because they were in the orchestra pit but it was okay since the dancing was great.

Radiohead's song sounded to me like Godspeed! You Black Emperor and Aphex Twin or Autchere with a brief bit at the beginning that reminded me of the music from the Nintendo game metroid. Very interesting stuff.

Sigur Ros was great as well. Lots of keyboard with crunching noises. A little less experimental than Radiohead's but it fit the piece nicely.

In my opinion though I think both bands were upstaged by John King's score for the piece before Split Sides. I can't even describe the music but it was the highlight of the night in my opinion... which is saying a whole lot.

Michael Bloomberg was there and he had this to say:
"Even my kids think Merce Cunningham is cool, after all he did get RADIOHEAD out here!"

Oh yeah, Jasper Johns was there too, as was Lou Reed. Didn't see Lou Reed, but Jasper Johns actually came out on stage to roll some dice.

Incredible night but my ability to convey its incredibleness is a bit lacking at the moment. Just trust me. It's 1:35am now, I need sleep. LONG day tomorrow. :(

October 14, 2003

"I'm not a hero. Only people who are dead are heroes." - Dieter Dengler

Werner Herzog is very good at what he does. Little Dieter Needs to Fly, a documentary about an German/American pilot who was shot down over Laos during the Vietnam war was very good. 8/10.

Bruce Lee freak...

My hair is getting really long... I think I'm not going to cut it until I go home for Thanksgiving though...

Radiohead and Sigur Ros tonight. I'm anxious, I have no idea what it's going to be like but so far they're saying each band will perform about 20 minutes. RH is doing something with no lyrics that's nothing like what they've done in the past. It's unclear also as to whether the two bands will do anything simultaneously. That would be freaking amazing.

October 13, 2003

There's no need to run...

Radiohead and Sigur Ros at the Brooklyn Academy of Music tomorrow! Woohoo!

Class today was fine.

I saw Kill Bill today with Lee. It was all right.

I have mixed feelings about Quentin Tarantino. His movies are very entertaining but they're also just rip off after rip off after rip off of other movies. He does the ripping off well and he's very knowledgeable when it comes to cinema (him and Martin Scorsese are two people I'd be way to intimidated to talk film with) but sometimes it just becomes too much...

Kill Bill was entertaining but I was distracted a lot of the time by how much it reminded me of a Seijin Suzuki film in English with a bigger budget and more blood. I have to say the music in the film was great, but also a lot of the music was lifted from other films. The shot with the silhouettes against the blue backdrop was awesome but it was also straight out of a Suzuki film like Tokyo Drifter or Pistol Opera.

Having a relatively limited knowledge of cinema compared to Tarantino, who knows how many references went straight over my head?

I guess I'm just bitter that so many people think he's a genius when he's really just a film geek lucky enough to write pretty well and get a chance to live out his wildest fantasies on celluloid.

The following criticism doesn't really matter for a film like Kill Bill but I'm going to say it anyway. The characters have no personalities or anything going on inside their heads except kill... I realize it's just mindless violence but would a little bit of moral ambiguity, hesitancy, or self reflection on the part of Uma Thurman's character really hurt? Whatever.

My favorite things: The music, Uma Thurman, a totally awesome anime sequence, Uma Thurman, Sonny Chiba, Uma Thurman, and the cinematography was pretty cool.

Someday I will make a film that rips off my favorites: think George Washington meets No Retreat No Surrender meets Herzog meets Lynch meets Kubrick shot in a French New Wave style.

Anyway, Kill Bill = 7/10.

I should do some work now. Seeya.

You think fuzzy yellow chicks and pink baby pigs are cute?

The maintenance guy just came in to change our light bulb and woke me up... It's 10:49, I don't have class until 12:30, what the heck am I supposed to do now!?

Yesterday I did the most disgusting thing ever...

For dinner I had a cheeseburger, fries, a slice of pizza and two glasses of orange juice.

Afterwards, I came back to my room and that's when Jimmy invited me to go have dinner with his family at Lombardi's. I wasn't hungry but then he pulled some "Don't you want to meet my family? What kind of friend are you?" crap on me so I went. Well, somehow I ended up eating an entire large cheese pizza alone... don't ask...

Leonard was gross as well, he had the same dinner I did (minus fries) and he finished an entire large pepperoni pizza (minus a piece of crust) but that thing had a lot of greasy pepperoni on it. Ugh... I felt so gross afterwards... What an idiotic, gluttonous, American thing to do right? Eww.

Oh yeah, I kinda remember why, one of the reasons was because when we were each ordering a large the waiter tried to talk us out of it saying they were big. This disgusting act was sort of a "screw you" to the waiter. This topped by 10 minute Gordito by far...

Yesterday I shot footage of Sebastian (my RA) for a project. It went well, today I'm supposed to help a friend with her project later.

Kill Bill today. One thing about Quentin Tarantino: I wish all those people that love him so much would take the time to explore the work that he loves so much and is influenced by. He's got great taste in film (especially Band of Outsiders and Chungking Express) and it's a shame that for a lot of people the only experience they'll have in regards to those films are Tarantino's excessive use of homage to them. You're all missing out! The movies he loves are even better than his! It's true! (At least the good ones he likes, he does have a soft spot for pretty bad movies too, but who doesn't?)

Oh funny thing about Chungking Express, the year it came out it was simultaneously voted the best and worst film of the year. It really splits people, I myself love it.

Uma Thurman... Mmmm...

Hey little boy, would you like to know what's in my pocket? or not...

didn't think so. gotta go.

October 12, 2003

For a minute there...

I just wished for a couple seconds I was back in Seattle!

They're doing a thing called Felliniana which takes place at the Henry Art Gallery, Meany Hall, The Seattle Art Museum and other locations. It's a retrospective of Fellini's work from the posters to the actual films which are being screened at SAM.

La Strada and Nights of Cabiria on the big screen! Agh! *wets pants* I'm jealous...

http://seattletimes.nwsource.com/html/artsentertainment/2001763206_felliniana12.html

OMG, MY EARS JUST POPPED! (I originally typed it "pooped" maybe I should've left it like that...)

I was just on the elevator coming up from the deli with about 5 or 6 girls. Here's what I overheard.

(I don't put who said what before each phrase because it was all just a jumble of people talking, but it's in roughly chronological order. Enjoy.)

"Oh my God, you live on the 17th floor?"
"Yep"
"Oh my God, we're from Columbia and like WE'RE impressed."
"You should see her view it's SO amazing."
"I think we played you guys in Gymnastics."
"No way, she's from Pittsburgh, that's WAY far away."
"Oh my God, what do you do in fire drills!?"
"Oh my God I know, we had one once and it like took me half an hour to get down because it was so packed."
"I was just like if we have a fire I'm gonna die. Hahaha."
"Guys always seem to find out they're gay right after having a crush on me."
"Oh my God, I think my ears just popped. Yeah, they JUST popped."

Yep... I quickly walked off the elevator with my coffee and Gatorade in hand and tried not to forget what I had just heard in order to type it all up in my live journal and now here I am.

New York city is trying out a program right now called "Open House New York" (www.openhousenewyork.com) that's modeled after a similar program in London where for one weekend out of a year buildings all over the city are opened up to the public for people to tour.

This year in NYC 80 buildings of historical and architectural importance were opened up and I decided to take part this afternoon with my archinerd suitemate Ian.

Originally the highlight of our day was supposed to be a Civil War era fort in Queens that over 150 acres and was designed by Robert E. Lee. Unfortunately the subway system was being whack today and getting to Queens was a pain in the ass so we weren't able to make it out there. Big let down...

Now for the places we did go:

The first stop was "The Marble Cemetery." It was just a grassy patch in between some buildings. The nameplates were on slabs on the walls surrounding the grassy area and apparently the bodies were buried in vaults underneath. Very cool. They had either 2000 or 4000 (I don't remember, I think she said 4000) bodies buried in that area that was maybe half 3/4 of the size of a soccer field.

Stop two was Grand Central Station which isn't actually part of OHNY but was incredible anyway. It was my first time being in there and it's absolutely gorgeous inside.

Stop three was the New York Public Library. That building is also incredible. It's beautiful inside, why a library needs to be so pretty (ditto to a subway/train station) is beyond me but it really is a sight to behold. They normally do tours, but for OHNY they took us to some special rooms as well that people normally don't get to see, including the meeting room for the board of trustees... who knows what sorts of odd rituals and parties go on there...

The library here is very different from home. When you want a book you take it to a desk and give them the number and they find it for you and bring it to you. Usually the turn around time is about 20-45 minutes. Let me explain why...

They showed us the "stacks" that were kept out of view, one stack = one bookshelf of books, and there were seven stories worth. That's 88 miles worth of stacks inside the library. AND, they have 40 additional miles of stacks under Bryant park which neighbors the library. That's a lot of books... Anyway, one of Ian's professors told him that there are two great public spaces in NYC, Grand Central Station and The New York Public Library. I visited both and must say they are both very very impressive.

The final stop on our tour of NY today was the Cathedral of St. John the divine. WOW! The place was huge and was amazing. It was like the cathedrals I learned about in Mr. Hill's class in high school except I was standing inside it and it was in New York city... Stained glass, nice lighting, really high arched ceilings, and lots of cool architectural touches that I no longer remember the names of. The cathedral was still incomplete (mostly the transepts) but was really incredible. When I walked in I actually said "wow" out loud to myself and just stared with mouth agape. Really amazing building.

So a lot of today was spent with camera in hand staring up at buildings and windows and statues and ceilings. I was in super tourist mode today and enjoyed in immensely. I would love to go around and look at more stuff tomorrow because so much cool stuff is open but I have lots of work to do tomorrow. I have to shoot my video project and help a friend with her film project.

Most of the evening today has been spent reading. I'm reading Gender and the South China Miracle for sociology. It's all right, it deals with factory conditions in Hong Kong and Southern China and how they differ and what draws people to work in them when they could find better paying jobs elsewhere. It mostly deals with women and how a workforce mostly consisting of women effects the culture of a factory and stuff... yeah, about 40 pages left maybe I can tell you what that "stuff" is later.

Time to finish off the book... Goodbye.

October 11, 2003

"Bring down the government, they don't speak for us" (From No Surprises)

10/10 setlist

the gloaming
there there
2+2=5
where i end and you begin
exit music
talk show host
myxomatosis
paranoid android
in limbo
sail to the moon
creep
scatterbrain
go to sleep
just
idioteque
you and whose army?
sit down stand up

encore
lucky
national anthem
punchup at a wedding
street spirit

encore2
airbag
no surprises
everything in its right place

HaHa! Yep! CREEP!

The show was the best of the 4 RH shows I've been to mostly because of my spot, I was 4 people back from the front and was standing right between Thom Yorke and Johnny Greenwood. Awesome awesome awesome. I want to see them again... I couldn't help myself and actually sang along for a lot of the songs too... *punches self* (I only say this because I normally get annoyed by people who sing along, I couldn't help myself today though) Oh well, I haven't had that much fun in a long time.

Good stuff.

Note: Yesterday's set was better but today was more enjoyable as an experience. All in all, both days together rocked.

October 10, 2003

...and where's my house?

Tonight's setlist!

2+2=5
sit down stand up
where i end
kid a
backdrifts
morning bell
my iron lung
i might be wrong
lurgee
sail to the moon
paranoid android
punchup at a wedding
go to sleep
the gloaming
idioteque
fake plastic trees
there there

encore
you and whose army?
the national anthem
wolf at the door
how to disappear completely

encore 2
karma police
true love waits
everything in its right place

Awesome show, my seat was just all right, but being in the pit tomorrow is going to be incredible. My favorites were Kid A, Go To Sleep, Fake Plastic Trees, There There, How To Disappear Completely, and True Love Waits.

True Love Waits was apparently unplanned. As soon as Karma Police was over Thom Yorke jumped into it solo to the surprise of the rest of the band. It turned out to be the highlight of the show.

Fake Plastic Trees was amazing as usual. EXCEPT, the guy next to me started singing the line "it wears me out" as "and where's my house?" WTF? Ugh... almost ruined my favorite song.

Johnny's solo in Go To Sleep and Backdrifts were cool.

Wolf at the Door was pretty sweet to hear live as well.

Great show. Tomorrow's should be even better. Awesome.

wish list for tomorrow:

Lift
Follow Me Around
Big Boots
Like Spinning Plates (piano version)
Creep! Hahaha, yes!

I'll be lucky if they do even one those though... oh well...

How to Disappear Completely is quickly becoming one of my favorite Radiohead songs.

Question Authority

INT. APARTMENT - NYU DORM - BEN'S ROOM -- 10:30am

Ben WAKES UP and rubs the sleep out of his eyes as he focuses on something sitting in the chair near him. It's Leonard and he's got a sinister GRIN across his face because he's just scored tickets to two nights of The Deftones. Ben RESTS his head on his soft black pillow again and slowly SHUTS his eyes.

DISSOLVE TO:

EXT. NEW YORK CITY - ASTOR PLACE - DAY

Astor Place is completely empty. The three Starbucks are all packed to well over capacity and have people about to burst out the doors but the streets and all the other stores are completely devoid of life. We see Matt Damon's face in one of the Starbucks, his face is humorously squished against the window pane.

It's completely silent except for the sound of footsteps. An old man is PACING around the black cube and of course:

[OLD MAN]
(Something in French)

People packed into the Starbucks' BEGGING to be let out can now be heard. The old man LOOKS in their direction.

[OLD MAN]
(Suddenly very angry)
You think fuzzy yellow chicks and pink baby pigs are cute!?

CUT TO:

INT. APARTMENT - NYU DORM - BEN'S ROOM -- 10:31am

Ben quickly WAKES UP looking frightened. He rolls over in his bed and looks at his desk where four Radiohead tickets for tonight's concert are neatly taped. He GRINS and falls back asleep.

DISSOLVE TO:

EXT. CONEY ISLAND - BEACH - DAY

The same old man who was in Astor Place is now at Coney Island. The giant black cube is also on the beach. In the background we see a beautiful woman in her 20s laughing hysterically while her boyfriend walks off into the ocean.

[OLD MAN]
You think so!? Huh?

The old man TURNS away disgusted and STUMBLES toward the black cube. It now appears as if he's drunk.

[OLD MAN]
(singing)
Cherry Pez Coke Crush Rock Stud Boogie...

The old man reaches the black cube and stands before it.

[OLD MAN]
(fighting tears)
Call me Willy Whistle cuz I cant speak baby...

The old man PLACES his hand on the black cube and FAINTS. As soon as he faints a flock of seagulls descend upon his body and begin RIPPING him apart but he doesn't bleed. He's actually a chocolate cake with some sort of strawberry filling.

Upon completing their dessert the seagulls fly off, except one. One seagull remains behind and walks around what's left of the old man.

[Seagull]
(subtitled as it's making whatever sound seagulls make)
The line is never stopped because an animal is alive.

The seagull then DROPS DEAD and a swarm of red ants DEVOUR the corpse in fast motion until the the only thing left is the skull which then SHEDS a tear.

CUT TO:

INT. APARTMENT - NYU DORM - BEN'S ROOM -- 11:10am

Ben WAKES up SCREAMING.

[BEN]
JIMMY, YOU HAVE TO GROW UP!

Suddenly he hears the ring of an AIM message popping up on his computer, it's from JimJim520 and it reads "I totally pwned you last night!"

[BEN]
(furious and in tears)
WHY CAN'T I JUST BE LIKE ALL THE OTHER ASIAN KIDS!?

[LEONARD]
(only half paying attention)
Because you have black hair and study film...

Furious, Ben SITS still STEWING, unable to do anything but feel angry. Suddenly his limbs begin to feel a bit odd and his head HURTS. All of a sudden, his skin starts STRETCHING as his body begins BLOATING culminating in hooves BURSTING out of his wrists.

[BEN]
(panicking)
What's going on!? Leonard?

Leonard turns to LOOK at Ben.

[LEONARD]
Dude, these two Deftones concerts are going to totally own.

Ben lets out a cry of pain and in that moment a buffalo BURSTS out of Ben's body. The buffalo is very large yet very agile and SNATCHES the tickets off of Ben's desk and RUNS out the door.

Fade out

The End

October 9, 2003

We're rotten fruit we're damaged goods...

INT. APARTMENT - NYU DORM - BEN'S ROOM -- 4:01pm

Ben SITS inside his relatively spacious dorm room furiously TYPING away at his computer browsing the same three Radiohead fan sites over and over again. Little has changed in terms of Radiohead news over the past couple hours. They're playing a concert tonight and tomorrow night. Various film and music posters are neatly arranged on the very large walls, most of them are Radiohead posters. It's a little stuffy in the room because the air conditioner has frozen itself to death but music from Ben's stereo helps to liven up the atmosphere somewhat.

CUT TO:

EXT. NEW YORK CITY - OUTSIDE NYU DORM -- 4:10pm

A drop of condensation from Ben's defrosting air conditioner gracefully DROPS into a man's bag of Doritos. The man doesn't notice, instead he REACHES in and GRABS a chip and EATS it.

CUT TO:

INT. APARTMENT - NYU DORM - BEN'S ROOM -- 4:11pm

"Backdrifts" has just started playing on the stereo and Ben feels it's about time to wrap up his live journal entry and get ready to go to the concert. He STANDS UP but then quickly realizes the doors don't open for another four hours.

CUT TO:

EXT. SOMEWHERE IN NEW YORK CITY -- 4:13pm

Somewhere somebody just TRIPPED while walking on the sidewalk. If it wasn't at 4:13 it was at either at 4:12 or 4:14. How embarrassing.

EXT. CONEY ISLAND - BEACH -- 4:17pm

Jean-Luc, a tall French man in his mid 30s, is dressed up in a dark suit. Jean-Luc stands akimbo gazing out at the vast stretch of ocean before him. His girlfriend, Catherine, a beautiful but very "Hollywood" Californian girl in her early 20s lays in the sand next to where Jean-Luc is standing.

[JEAN-LUC]
There are two things I've always wanted to tell you Catherine.

[CATHERINE]
Oh please do tell me Jean-Luc.

[JEAN-LUC]
One is a secret that unfortunately I must take to the grave with me.
(Catherine GASPS)
And the other is that I hate you Catherine. With all my heart.

Jean-Luc produces a watch from his pocket and turns the time back three hours. As he does this Catherine SOBS then breaks out into uncontrolable LAUGHTER.

[JEAN-LUC]
(Says something really artsy in French)

Jean-Luc BURRIES the watch in the sand. Catherine DIGS it up and turns the time forward three hours.

[CATHERINE]
(Being serious for a brief moment)
Just cuz you feel it, doesn't mean it's there.
(She breaks out into LAUGHTER again)

[JEAN-LUC]
Shut it bitch, Thom Yorke's a singer not a philosopher.
(Mutters more artsy things under his breath in French)

Jean-Luc UNTIES his tie and TIES it over his eyes and begins WALKING towards the water. Catherine is still LAUGHING uncontrollably. Jean-Luc continues WALKING even when he reaches the water. He continues walking until he's fully submerged. All the while he is singing "Girls just wanna have fun." In French.

Jean-Luc is gone, Catherine is still LAUGHING but now has a bloody nose from laughing too hard. A helicopter with the word "Marjoram" painted on its side FLIES BY overhead. A small child is CRYING.

INT. APARTMENT - NYU DORM - BEN'S ROOM -- 4:38pm

The pretentiousness of what Ben is writing has gotten the best of him and he keels over onto his bed and DIES curled in a fetal position. He will miss Radiohead tonight. A small child is CRYING.

FADE OUT

El Fin.

October 7, 2003

A Pillow of Winds...

I slept through my alarm clock this morning! I don't know how I did it, Jimmy even called me twice and I slept through those phone calls. I ended up being 45 minutes late to class. Ugh.

I've been downloading lots of mp3s off soulseek and from friends lately.

I've downloaded lots of Pink Floyd and Wilco. The best thing I got was from Jimmy though, it's the 10 disc bootleg Radiohead compilation called "Towering Above the Rest." I had most of the tracks already but it's still cool to have. My mp3 collection is almost at 4000 now.

Lately I've been reading a book called Ain't No Makin' It. It's for sociology and is about social reproduction (poor people staying poor, rich getting richer, stuff like that) and the illusion of the American dream. It mostly deals with the lack of class mobility in the country and chronicles the lives of two groups in a housing project outside of Boston. One group doesn't care about their future and cause trouble, the other group is much more studious and has a bright outlook on life. Regardless, both groups are destined to stay in the projects and do so thanks to the way society is organized to keep the poor poor.

Supergrass is no longer opening for Radiohead. Oh well, I wasn't a very big fan of them anyway. Rumors I've heard are that it's going to be Sigur Ros or Beck. Not likely Beck, Sigur Ros sounds possible since they're going to be in town soon and aren't currently on tour. I've also read that Radiohead asked The Jicks to come back. That would be awesome.

Enough for now. Seeya.

October 5, 2003

http://www.kroq.com/kevinandbean/sounds/kbsoundshome.html Click on pt. 4

http://www.kroq.com/kevinandbean/sounds/kbsoundshome.html

Click on pt. 4 of "Breakfast with Radiohead" and go to about half way into the stream. There's an AWESOME acoustic performance of There There. The vocals are so good and it's neat hearing the song acoustic.

"No Jason! Stop!"

Bet you never thought you'd see that for my "mood."

Yeah, I feel gross right now. You'll be lucky if you see that under "mood" again this year.

I dropped off Peter and Steph at the Hilton next to gyro for the wedding they're going to. We had fun the past couple days although their weak Seattle legs can't handle wal